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Tuesday, 24 November 2009

  • you and me could write a bad romance

    Ahh Gaga, can't imagine 2009 without her. Can you?

    Day 2 of work is a warm-up to what I feel is gonna be a day of jam-packed learning to follow. Briefing on how to use the library's facilities and a tour of it in the morning, after which Amalina, Joshua and I went back to the training room with the rest just to confirm that we didn't need any more training. We reported to desk following that. My first task of the day was to pick out 10 top comments whose contributors would be awarded prizes. That took a pretty long time cos there's a lot of inane content on the website. I swear I haven't seen so much nutters congregated in one place, really odd threads man. Too much gender-bashing, it's whacked. Really whacked. Then I went for lunch where I felt displaced and a little uncomfortable so I left earlier (not like I had much time left anyway) to run an errand for Mummy at the Post Office before returning to my cubby hole. Sian-ed a bit, prowled TNP before I was told to initiate threads myself online so I did. It wasn't too bad except that I think I'm still a little frigid, really need to loosen up and let loose on the forum. Lose myself, so to speak. Then VM came around and taught me how to access the team's email account, ran through the website's layout a bit and the things to look out for. That's when he told me about tomorrow's staff meeting which I am to attend and made me feel a wee bit more important and after which I will have someone take me through the programme they use to do up the layout of their site. Says I will be starting with small stories before working my way up - sounds good! Ohoh and I helped create the new poll on the page yayy!! I had to redo the short-listing of top comments again though (felt a little down and tad frustrated then) but at least it was shaved down to 5. After I submitted the 5, had a rather amusing convo with VM on Lotus. I don't know why but I find it a little easier to relax around people online. That's important to me, cos when I feel right around you is when I become witty, funny and creative. Knocked off a little over 6.45 then I went to jostle with the home-going commuting crowd. That's the only part of my day that I dislike, makes me a bit angry when people just won't make the effort to get out of the train then come back in again when it's not their stop. Seriously, which part of 'crowded' do you not understand? And the bulk of you aren't even relatively slim so sucking in your breath to let me pass isn't going to work. Jeez.

    Oh yes, I should be grateful for somebody that helped me tide through my boredom today. It's rare of you to SMS 5-6 times in a row, much less from last night till late this afternoon. It's a little unusual, definitely disconcerting but I'm finding myself liking it a lot. Haha, thanks Lazy! You made my day :D was a little annoyed with you last night but I guess I made up for that by teasing you relentlessly all day long

Monday, 23 November 2009

  • i thought, i thought of every possibility

    I didn't sit in for the whole of the TIP talk that time at school but I figured the school would want a work journal or something out of my internship experience so I decided to incorporate that into my blog, since this is kind of like my Pensieve anyway. Except I would have to be especially careful with the things I say (as with life) since I don't intend to get hauled to court for breaching some secrecy act or anything. It's just the nature of things, proper as much as it is surreal and amazing.

    Anyway, Day 1 at my workplace was highly interesting and I genuinely like my fellow trainees. Spent the first half-hour doing the necessary paperwork and admin stuff, more signing of documents than I probably ever did. Tour of the place next, mighty swanky. Very well-facilitated, as we found out for ourselves during the extremely long lunch break. The company's definitely a scorer in the staff welfare department. There's just a lot of tapping of work passes to gain access though. Hopefully we'll manage to work out a pool date among us during our time there! We had systems training, basically getting acquainted with the system on desktops there. Their research facilities are just 'imba'. There's no other way to describe it. Pro, powerful, sick. It's like a Project Work student's dream come true or something, everything is there if you know how to go about finding it. Everything laid bare. Oh and we can SMS on our computers - wicked. Our trainer was really cute/cool (it's a toss-up between both adjectives), imparting not only the bare necessities but also interesting tidbits of information here and there. Very adorable! He was the kind soul who let us off on a long break too. After lunch, we continued with systems training. Joshua, Amalina (one of our newfound trainee friends) and I ended training earlier than the rest because...well, I don't know, the teams we were attached to respectively didn't use the other softwares? So we trooped down to our office to report to our I/Cs and this really nice lady brought us to see our superiors. My superior then led me around the cubicles and introduced me to my other superiors, most of who are very friendly and have a sense of humor. I think the latter's really important, there's no point having a fancy workspace if you dislike interacting with your colleagues. There wasn't much work for me to do in the last couple of hours. I had to write an introductory email about myself, which I quite enjoyed doing. I had to familiarize myself with the website and in the last hour or so, I had to summarize some content to go to the sidebar. I hoped my first proper assignment wasn't 'noobie' but my superior just dropped me an email in my work account to say I did a great job. I hope he meant it and not cos I'm an intern and he sees it as a babysitting task. I really hope he doesn't. They're all too busy to be playing nanny anyway. I like him enough I guess, especially when he lets me dress casually. God knows I dislike dressing formal, dressing up's such a bother at times. Hello tee, jeans and sneakers again, you guys can come out of my wardrobe and into more sunny days! :D

    I don't feel like doing my holiday homework, oh no. Getting started's always the hardest part innit?

Thursday, 19 November 2009

  • miss/love you awful

    Nothing that anyone says right now could make me feel better about having to give up the noMADic race.

    I know I didn't ask to be sick or for a fever relapse and that continuing trekking in the damp open would aggravate my condition and make me more of a burden to my fellow DHC members but I still feel really, really bad. If I could ask for anything right now, it would be for my illnesses to be gone and be transported to wherever in Singapore my DHC members are. To continue and finish the race with them. I tweet them, I text them but they can't reply. All I can do is pray that the weather stops being such a bitch. And keep taking my meds, focus on getting well and expelling phlegm so that I may be well again to receive them on Friday at their Final Destination. After yesterday, more than ever, I learnt to appreciate this terrific team that I've been bonded to for a year. I know I don't always show my appreciation (actually I don't to most people, even to my parents - bad) but I really am grateful for a House Comm that makes me a better and stronger person. I hate losing this common experience and I really miss all of you. I bet the dragon in the leadership centre misses you too. I read your twitter updates hourly and you've just had a nice meal and are on your way to NUS now. Nice. GO DELTA DRAGONS!

    I'm also apologetic for having taken my parents for granted lately. When my chest starting feeling constricted and suffocation become increasingly real along that stretch of road to Suntec, I felt raw, blind panic because I wanted them to be with me. I know they had warned me to stay off vigorous exercise and the race is nothing if not vigorous (plus I should have told them the doctor had asked me to go back to extend my MC) but I thought I could do it. It was foolhardy and I really toed the line in my obligations to them. If I had to die at this age, I wouldn't want to die in anyone's presence but theirs. I love you. That's why I cried in Mummy's arms in the car ride home last night, because I never felt happier to be with them, even if I was feverish and clammy all at once. And stinking. Sorry for making you two drop everything you were doing, getting in the car and rushing to Suntec ): i'm such a bother..

    I cannot wait for tomorrow to come. To see DHC again and send my seniors in for Econs CSQ (sweet Tweets and fb scribbles, thanks y'all - especially Jeff who is exercising his motherly instincts by telling me to hydrate and keep warm). I miss the Vietnam kids too - JE, ZW, Sam, Andrea and Jan. Bon voyage! OK, time to go do some work (as punishment for being sick haha) while waiting for Kingsley & Aunt Carrie to come over to install our new desktop. Anytime now.

Monday, 16 November 2009

  • body breakdown

    swine flew

    I'm so glad that I do not have H1N1. I was dreading being quarantined on the count of fever AND flu plus cough. As if missing SLC wasn't bad enough, I'm not about to spend $250 on noMADic camp with HC and miss out on it. I'll just go through it masked and sleep far away from the rest, I guess. The flu's been around since Saturday. It got worse on Sunday, especially in the evening when I woke up halfway due to nausea. Monday was the worst cos there was migraine too and I've never had those that were so painful, they made me cry. I can't remember much from yesterday except for being pumped with pills and sleeping. And answering SMSes. My parents came back from work to find me burning up, even the nurse who took my temperature at the clinic was looking a little scared. Even I got scared myself. Anyway, turns out I have a viral infection. Or an upper respiratory tract infection. Yay, no swine flu! Hope I can tahan the camp.. haven't packed yet zomg. I'm so bored that I created twitter (starbuxloverr) and I really miss good food (I crave soup. Campbell soup) and I miss my friends but I think I'll sleep now cos the meds are starting to take effect (: on the bright side, my immunity system will be stronger after it fights this virus huh.

Thursday, 12 November 2009

  • this is where life begins

    Just came back from the interview with SPH - you're now reading the blog of a STOMP intern (: the interview went alright, I thought my throat was going to constrict and that I would sound weird like bile was threatening to rise but thankfully, there was minimal fumbling and I actually managed to speak quite a lot. I hope I left a good impression even if I may be a 'freshie' without next to nada knowledge of how things operate in the media sector. But that's what an internship is about, being unafraid to question and learning, always learning. Well, I'm terribly excited about all that learning! Caleb, Joshua and I will be undergoing training first 2 days (not sure if separately cos we've all been allocated different departments - Caleb's with StraitsTimes.com and Joshua, RazorTV. The site where the infamous Ris Low made her social debut. I can foresee Joshua being inundated left, right and centre with requests for HER autograph. Yuck. After that, it's shadowing and working with the team we're attached to. I really do hope I will be able to pick up fast. This is a golden opportunity since all I've ever wanted to have is a career in SPH. Now I'm worried about clothes. My clothes are all pretty casual since I'm a tee-jeans-flats kind of girl and the only interest in clothing I take is with hairbands. And bags. Oh dear, so now I've got the footwear but a little bit of planning has to go into the clothes. I'll find a way.

    I'm kind of spacing out right now, reeling from what just happened and wrapping my head around the fact that I have a Katong Laksa Date with Jia En at 1.30 and Victor/Victoria (LAURA FYGI!!) with Drama Club later. And I still haven't put together an outfit. I'm sorry if this post is getting a little too centred on what I'm going to wear. I am also continuing work on my music library - all of Jay's discography are going into allie first. I'm burning in guilt that none of you have been properly introduced to allie as of yet. I took some photos of her but it's more convenient to upload on my desktop. Which is currently operating on one ram. So, yeah. I promise an entire post on her another time! And and VIVA LA VIDA PW IS OVER. OP was alright, could've been better but thankfully not worse. I'm grateful for my question even if I stumbled a lot IMO and that my 'speech' was pretty smooth (eye contact, minimal reference to cue cards etc) even if I thought I was a tad too fast. And I didn't smile. Ahh!!! OGL interview after OP. Sort of boring and we went overboard with the interviewees ): had dinner with Nat and her two friends, Sara(h?) and Jasper at TM afterwards. Daddy came to pick me in the company car after that yay. Ugh I wish Leon would hurry up and confirm EBTB tix with meee ):<

    P.S. I wanna watch Astroboy. Anyone wants to watch with me? Butt guns FTW.

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